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    Baby niece

    Today I got to spend the whole afternoon and got to put my baby niece to bed. I have spent many afternoons with her but this was the first time we did her bedtime routine and her mom was there. After we read her two stories her mom said it was time for her prayers. I started to get all choked up when she said my name, knowing that she had no idea what was really happening but I still felt like she loves me and cares for me and shows me how big part of her life I am. After her prayers we done and she sang a song with her mom she asked, “will I see Aj when I wake up?” that made me lose it. Knowing that she wanted me there and didn’t want me to go made to cry. I don’t know why she has told me not to go before but this time it was different. this time it meant so much more then Aj don’t leave or don’t go. This is why I have started to change to make sure I am better for her because she is as much of an impact on my life as I am to hers. I hope one day once she is older I will be able to show this to her and show her how much she means to me. I love you Gianna